i hope that i had

make it happen

make it happen

today is the day
=)

finally gotten my ipod touch
32gb

today we went shopping again
she bought a dress, eyeliner, nail polish remover and nail de something
i bought my itouch and a tee
also bought her ears studs

had lunch at thai express
green curry with chicken
thai style fried squid
red bean coconut milkshake

after tt went over to meet kevin
den walk around the bazaar at smu
nothing much ba
seem like all clothes
no BAGS
hmmm

went back to tampines
cos need fetch kenneth
den went over to angie the choice
thank to mr kevin for the cake
i be collecting it next saturday
cake done
food next to settle

went to geylang for dinner
hmmmm
had dim sum
tt all i want to say about the dinner
and 1 more thing
never challenge a kid
u might lost
lost the challenge
and lost the pride

when u meet a dunnowhatheisdoing guard comd
HONG KAN LIAO!!!

but nevertheless
it is still not bad

especially during the last prowl
it was ultra dark
yet the sun is rising soon
something went through my mind
光明来临之前的那一刻是最黑暗的

more pineapple tarts coming
=)

after a long break
i am going back camp tonight
for the
killer week
1x soc training
1x soc test
1x out of camp run
1x guard duty
1x safety corner design competition

friday accompanied her to sch
after tt we went over to mustafa
before tt had dinner at rui chun
i eat till ultra full
cos duwan say
she will know why
and my 韭菜饺子跌倒

after tt went to mustafa
there was like !!!
so many stuff
u name what they got what
normal items la
and they even carry
adidas, nike all these stuff
but the moment u say alot of same design of
adidas shoes on the rack
you dun feel like buying liao
2 persons walk around there for a few hours
in the end
buy $2 worth of stuff

saturday
went over to youth park
for bazaar
market research ba
i think i am stupid la
i dun expect tables
i thought will be put on the floor and sell de
but put this matter aside
i am juz plain ignorant ba
we went to shop for awhile
she bought her stuff and i am supposed to buy clothes
but i end up din buy anything
after tt we bought kenneth to ecp
cos he want to cycle
so we rent 2 bicycle
one for kennth
the other one for us
and had dinner at lagoon
kenneth quite useful in the sense of he can help us look after the table
while we go find and buy food
it been so long since i last cycle
3 years ago liao

today at breakfast with her at mcd
den went shopping
i finally bought something
after so many days
a converse de polo tee
original price 55.90
got 20% off
den i use my $20 capitaland voucher
i only pay $24+
not bad hur

and the weather today is like hot de la
and i am expecting pineapple tarts soon again
mine juz finished a moment ago

imagine this
22 years old use nokia
21 years old use samsung
12 years old use iphone
get what i mean

played basketball yesterday
SHIOK

after that went to watch
the spy next door
this movie is more about the kids
the actions are just the seasonings and garnish
add on flavours to the show

after that went over to mcd to complete assignment
have a sense of accomplishment
more shiok than i finish running 4.2km under 25 min or 2.4km in silver timing

my nose blocked again



一路上陪着你一起走

扶持着你
保护着你
抱着你
疼着你
爱着你

next week SHIOK!!!

mon - soc training
wed - soc test
thur - safety corner judging
fri - out of camp run
fri - guard duty

HONG KAN AH!!!

and i have gotten my new wallet liao
braun buffel

将你的手紧握
抱紧你
吻你
喔爱~~~不会走

wednesday is c2d visit
i be doing a ultra stupid thing
to show the jc and poly students

*act as enemy*

and the worst thing is i have to do
is to die

i seldom die during mission lo
zZz
den how i have to die during a "show"

plain stupid

tt day during vetting
the only comment we received is
the enemy not professional enough
cos din play dead

cute rite
want me play dead
i be ultra wayang on that day
i be killed by a cmg
and i am going to have my 1 second of fame
when i die
WTF LA!!!
and they become e hero
and we become dead man walking

wayang
wayang
wayang

i going have
my camo on
my camo scarf on
my glove on
and
i am going to die
SWEET

show the students what is call
frontal mounted assault

i knock out in front of my com again

and ytd saw alot of cockroach

went over to g2000 suntec today
having sales
but the sales nowadays seem nothing compared to the sales 2 years ago
when i was still working at g2000

maybe it is the location
maybe it is juz tampines where it is so chaotic

but nowadays de part-time salesman
totally CMI
not zai enough
the way they talk also not professional enough

*dun compare
if you want compare
compare apple to apple
dun compare apple to pear*

let me list my wish list again

ipod touch 32gb

any wallet that can put in my cards
*i be waiting for you to get me a wallet =)*

adidas shoes

adidas jacket

handphone pouch
*i have decide to get a new one as my lost one dun resurface*

2 more psp battery to bring to ROC

after losing my way in vivocity for a few times a few years ago
history repeat
but this time we lose our way in orchard ion

抱紧你
吻你
喔爱~~~不会走

actually want participate in adidas sundown marathon de
but after checking out the price
i have decide
to run own my own
on another route
on another day
and a shorter distance that will definitely not kill me

last night
went with the platoon to have dinner at ban heng restaurant at boonkeng
cos ps posting out and lendl flying out to aust to study soon
had teochew style zhi cha ala-carte buffet
the food not bad
but not really really very nice la
can be better
maybe they could seek beng, dennis and my advice on how to make the food better
we had quite a number of dishes la
i try list all them out if i still can remember
japanese mini octopus
jellyfish in thai style sauce
century egg
prawn in fruit salad
top shell
kangkong
shark fin soup
fried you tiao
roast chicken
crispy braised duck
braised duck
sea cucumber duck
braised goose
steamed jin mu lu
fried soon hock
cereal prawn
salted prawn
ginger and spring onion lu rou
black pepper lu rou
coffee pai gu
hot plate tofu
honeydew sago
taro paste
longan with pineapple

after tt i went to fetch lian from school
before tt i was walking all over the place in boonkeng mrt station
looking for toilet
only to discover that the toilet is outside and upstairs
so i went down the ultra long escalator twice and up once
and i reach there rather fast
thank to my luck
cos the moment i reach harbourfront opposite de busstop
there is a bus 10 "waiting" for me

and i learn about chords yesterday
and the pineapple tarts are nice =)

wednesday i took ippt
my sit up become slower
42 in 45s
but the first 30 is done in 30s
sbj dun say liao
i din put in effort
cos i dun dare
cos i scare i injure my back again
chinup i anyhow do
cos sbj only 216
so i do 4 den i come down
actually still can do
but dunno whether can manage till 8 anot
so i come down
2.4km was a breeze
i maintain my "not very comfortable but managable" pace all the way
end up 11.21
before the start of whole ippt
both ankles already feeling something liao
my intention was just to run
not to get a silver timing
so i test test out tt pace and try to maintain it
and the end i did
maybe next ippt
i try a "not very comfortable but still can try to manage" pace
target below 11 min before i ord
and i wan my silver
got marksmen liao
now left silver to complete my left side of my uniform

another thing
i going taiwan
attached out to stw
22 mar to 16 apr
26 days in total
taking SQ
R&R in taipei
2 days guided 1 day free and easy
GREAT!!!
i go recce taiwan first
den maybe after ord
i go with e rest again

and another thing
tt night play mahjong with dennis, daryl and alaric at dennis house
ultra shiok
good tiles keep coming
but maybe my luck will be better if dennis had not told me to go pull the curtain
cos i had his sister's underwear straight in my face when i pull the curtain
maybe it is part of his "plan"
haha
but nevertheless i still win
who can make me lost???
i wonder.
it been so long since i last lost in mahjong
2 years plus

and another ultra shiok thing
today is sat 16 - weekend
sun 17 - weekend
mon 18 - off
tue 19 - in camp
wed 20 - in camp, booking out after C2D visit
thur 21 - off
fri 22 - off
sat 23 - weekend
sun 24 - weekend
out of 9 days
i only spend 2 days in camp

hope i have a great weekend and a great break and a great rest
cos i seriously need it

ROC from 22 mar to 16 apr
great

i am prone to headache recently
dunno why

so many things to get.

shoes
wallet
jacket
ipod touch
spectacles
fitting handphone pouch

going back camp tonight
looking forward???
abit
dunno why

basketball
arcade
prawn fishing

make me tired
but fun la
and hopefully kenneth enjoyed himself

and juz now i heard the most number of thank you said to me by one person
the taxi uncle is really polite
but also abit getting on my nerve cos i dun like people to thank me
but i appreciate his effort and attitude

never know that a trip to bangkok can be so cheap
with the right combination of flight and hotel
shld try psycho my family to downgrade to the cheaper alternative in the future


had been spending so much on my previous few trips la
but the quality of the service and comfort level is worth the money

hmmm

1 movie down
sherlock holmes

many many more to go


TO MY PC AND PS AND NS PS MARK
I WANT APPLY FOR OFF/LEAVE ON 8 FEB 2010
PLS GRANT MY WISH =)

Sherlock Holmes
Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant
Did you heard about the Morgans?



Upcoming
Tooth Fairy
Hachiko: A Dog's Story
Daybreakers
Brothers
Legion
The Box
The Spy Next Door
Universal Soldier: A New Beginning
Percy Jackson & the Olympians: Ligntning Thief




so many movie
lim peh dunno whether got time watch before they end ma

booking in tonight 2230
guard duty tml
WOOHOO!!!

my first day in camp of 2010 = guard duty

2nd attempt of making brownie
result = fail again

headache-prone recently

first time making brownie

result = fail
reason = too oily

Mission: making chewy brownies
Difficulty: Very High

brought back to earth by my princess =)

i am only a normal human
there is nothing special, unique or superior about me
i am only human
nothing else
juz normal and ordinary

boon, remember this
it no longer your orchestra
it not your orchestra from the start
you are juz a guest musician
someone had already mention it in front of the whole orchestra le
you are no longer part of hknccco le
even though u get e outside seat
so what
u are going to fuck off after the concert

juz enjoy the moment on the stage

love you
care for you
protect you
spoil you

headache headache headache

someone please teach me how to strike a perfect balance
that can make everyone happy

Halloweon 2
Paranormal Activities
Case 39
The Fantastic Mr. Fox
A Christmas Carol
Alvin and The Chipmunks 2

marksman
$200

我很怕
我也很担心

我怕失去眼前的一切
现在头真的很痛
我也睡不着

by right i should be tired now
especially after i finished a parade yesterday
but somehow
my fear had made me so awake
it dun allow my mind to rest
causing a headache now

i am scared.

and i really cant sleep
and i juz cut my hair
myself

before: my fringe touching my nose
after: my fringe dun even reach my eyebrow

and i am having a headache now
Cant seem to be able to sleep well or even sleep
Haiz
I am so affected by it

i tried to sleep and not long after i had fell asleep
I had a dream
I dream of myself holding hongkah de gaohu and e strings suddenly break and i try to take out e broken strings
Den suddenly i woke up
With e feeling of my right thumb just took out e strings and feel some pain of my thumb pressing hard against e gaohu strings
So weird

i am back home
and i feel weird weird
out of place in MY ROOM

after 1 month of not being in sungei gedong
i am making my way back liao

i am travelling from one end to the other end soon
1 more hour and i be leaving home

something touch me heart
seeing qi wei tagged me on my tagboard
really make me feel
last time de effort is worthwhile de

especially when i am visiting the orchestra next sunday
after disappearing from it for so long

if tears are signs of emotions
i think my emotions and feelings are back

it is not longer dried up
u had bring back my emotions and feelings

cant believe that seeing u not feeling well
will result in me having tears in my eyes
but tt e truth
i also dunno why

i hate to see u not feeling well
it makes me unhappy

i rather i am the one who is not feeling well
can all of it be transferred to me?
let me go through all these ordeal for u

thank for accompanying me
i feel much better now
in fact i am not affected by the dream liao

if you are still not feeling well
must must must
go see a doctor
dun let me worry k

and
my phone is repaired.

i had an bad dream
it seem so real that i am so scared when i woke up
the dream was ultra ridiculous
i know that it is impossible for such an thing to happen la

but when i woke up
somehow i feel that i juz came back from tt place
and i am so scared
that i covered my head inside my blanket and closed my eyes
i think i went to back sleep
and the dream carry on
now when i finally woke up
i feel so lost
and i having a headache

i ask myself
HOW HOW HOW
WHAT SHOULD I DO
i look around me
no trace of sands
no boxes of sands with our belongings in it
now i also dunno what i am scared about
and to think that i cried
the e worst part

am i really too stressed up???
it seem so real
that i thought it was real
and i become so scared
that i cried

i really need you by my side now

my phone having some problem now

thankz.

what i need to pack into my bag:

1. laptop + charger
2. psp + charger
3. external harddisk
4. camera
5. mp3
6. handphone charger
7. bag of toiletries
8. my own clothing
9. reading material
10. my little black friend (notebook)

is that all???

i think so.

a few hours more
but i haven pack my stuff
haha

it ok
packing can be done real soon
i am well trained to pack my bag fast
by saf

i am trained to stuff every single into 1 bag
which consist of everything i need for the whole 3 weeks
and taking them out for inspection by ps
and putting them in again
and taking them out for inspection by csm
and putting them in again
and taking them out for inspection by S1
and putting them in again
and taking them out for inspection by the australians
and putting them in again

20kg worths of stuff
packed in 5 min

later my stuff surely less than 20 kg
so it be faster?
NO!!!
LOL

i will prove to you that i am sure

cos

i am sure
very sure

we gotten 2A for ATEC?!?!?!

WAHAHAHAHA

cant believe it...
looking at what i had did there...
dismount for 1 night mission coming back with my sc, ps and csm down
dismount another time during the day coming back with my pc down
after tt oc down

and the other mission dismount and mount
dismount and mount
dismount and mount
no fighting at all

den ambush
i sit on top see show
but i go contribute la
i pass the rounds over
i also help change the muzzle to blank attachment

LOL!!!
but nvm.
it still a 2A

it is not about how u win the war
as long as you win the war

more siong than atec.....

and also thank for accompanying me these few days
just before i leave
most of my time is spent with you
i really cherish those moments

tick tock tick tock tick tock
as time close down
i am making my way over to australia liao
in less than 5 hours
i will be departing from singapore
embarking on a journey to rockhampton
where i be going through 3 weeks of new experience
with my band of brothers
with my brothers in arm
with my comrades

however
before i go
i juz have too much things that i want to say
especially to chunlian

even though 3 weeks isnt very long
and my time there will pass even faster as the schedule is tight
non-stop action as i will spend half of my time there on my 21B
half of the time i wun be able to contact anyone as my phone will be at the base camp
i will try to call back or sms when i can
hopefully got reception over there

chunlian, must guai guai ting hua zhi dao ma
21 days will pass very soon
and i be back
while i am fighting my war over there
you work hard and fight your war over here in school
i will fulfill my promise made
i will get kangaroos or koala bears for u back from australia
work hard in school and i bring you on a train ride to malaysia during your school holidays
i will contact you when i am over there
and remember to rest early also
can use my facebook account to play mahjong la
but dun play until too late ok?
sleep more and rest more
and drink more water also
i will miss you alot alot alot alot alot over there

as time passes
second by second
minute by minute
hour by hour
day by day
i be back soon
real soon
it juz 21 days
and i be back in a instance

*good luck to me for ex wallaby*

i totally dunno what to say
no mood

i have decided to say it

you are in my heart
i love you

things to do before going wallaby:

1. spend more time with chunlian
2. have dinner with my family on saturday
3. cut my hair short
4. pack my civilian bag
5. finish my food at home as they will expired when i come back
6. pack my wallet
7. sort out my thought
8. get my power supply for wallaby

seeing people around me
wondering about what i want to do
am i silly?
am i stupid?

why am i treating you so good
end up
myself feeling like a no.2
第二顺位

i want you to be happy
even if it mean at the cost of my happiness
i am ok with it
it is worthwhile
cos i love you

i will always be there for you
whenever
wherever
forever